My Journey to PUAdom

Alright... so my homework didnt go so well. I just said hi to girls passing, I never walked up and started talking to one. I also didn't do an entry or #close so I guess I get a zero for the day... Oh well. Something else has been happening though...

Even saying hi has made my confidence go up a lot. I've also started working out and even though I have only gone one day so far, my confidence level is way up. Great!

I was in my first chem class and there was hb9blonde sitting in front of me. I said hi and was joking with her a bit until class started. When it did, I took a piece of notebook paper and started writing notes to her. I'm not going into detail but I had her laughing a lot and that was great. I got a pretty good response, but I could tell she was holding back. At the end of the class I asked her for her facebook/phone. She told me she had a bf of five years! Damn! I told her I was new to the area and was just having fun that I wasn't trying to get into her pants. She then gave me her number...

So I guess I #closed her but... not for the reason I wanted. That's okay though. I talked to a 9 and learned that they don't have a knife ready to cut your balls off. Right before I gave her the note there was a period of about 15 minutes where I was nervous as all hell to just give her the damn thing. I was worried about what people around me would think. Well, when I finally did it, she laughed a LOT! The guy next to me looked at me and gave me the biggest thumbs up. It felt GREAT!

This is fun.

Maybe I won't put a "grading" pressure on it... but I will be working on it daily.

Here I am, a full year after my last post. I ended up fucking that last chick and she is on booty call status (although I haven't tested that).

I've had one hell of a year with more downs than ups but I'm trying to turn that around. I am at a (undisclosed) school taking Mechanical Engineering and there are LOTS of hot girls all over the place. I also have my own room, and it makes very little sense to not make "full use" of the fact that I don't have a roommate to CB me. I also recently got a piercing on my penis (frenum) which I have tried out multiple times on one girl. We both decided that it makes sex much much better. I want to get more opinions, if you know what I mean.

I have a bad cold right now which is too bad, but I shouldn't let it be an excuse. There are 30,000+ students here and I am 20 so that puts me right at the average age. I am reviving this journal to work on my game again. I am lacking confidence in life and this next semester will be a semester dedicated to health.

I will be training on the erg at the fitness center every day starting Friday. I will be contacting Stephen Seiler ( http://home.hia.no/~stephens/rowing.htm ) about a training regimen for my out-of-shape (but not overweight) body.

I'll be taking this slowly but surely. I will be grading myself as if I were taking another class. I will make journal entries daily as homework in addition to what ever I assign myself.




Homework due Thursday@Bed:

3s rule 5 girls (80 points)
journal entry + don't masturbate + email Stephen (20 points)
#close 1 girl (10 extra)

Went to a friends house today, I hadn't seen her in many months. It was good to get back together. I used the day to try to practice kino (which I find easier on girls who dont know me) and to start to figure out how to direct the course of a conversation. At one point during the night, I started to notice some body language (looking into my eyes as I talked while stroking her hair, all being in very close proximity to each other). I basically got her and me to the point of PERFECT COMFORT but I felt uneasy escalating from that point. This could have to do with the fact that I wasn't sure how to handle the fact that she had a boyfriend. I have a good feeling about this one though.

I went to get a haircut today. Upon walking in the door I immediately started socializing with the hairdresser. I got halfway through initial stage conversation before my coat was off, and I was sitting down in the chair within 20 seconds of entering. It was extremely natural conversation, and I only got stuck a couple times. In fact, I thought I was getting stuck, but it was really just a slight pause in conversation that I was worried would continue too long. I found myself filling blank spots with "umm yeah" comments, but quickly stopped that. After stopping this habit I noticed the silences weren't as awkward as I anticipated.  At one point I mentioned a "younger friend of mine who I went to school with" and she picked up on that real fast.

Me: *blah blah*... younger friend of mine who i went to school with.
Her: If you went to school with him, and he just got out, how old are you?
Me: Well, I'm within 4 years.
Her: Yeah, but how old does that make you?
Me: Guess.
Her: No.
Me: Why not? Are you afraid of offending me?
Her: No....
Me: If you were to guess how old I am, how old would you say I am? << should have worded this more direct?
Her: You look around 25-27

I could have lied here but I told her straight up 19 and she told me right off the bat that she was 23. Had I been older I have a sense that she wouldn't have offered up the information so readily, but who knows.

I also noticed that every neghit I threw out got a positive reaction. I would have NEVER imagined this to be possible only one week ago.

This was an interesting experience for me, because up until today, every time I've gone to the hairdressers, it feels awkward and I've never talked really to anyone.




Right now my main goals are to:

a) Develop a social circle of girls, of whom I am the leader.
b) Develop all social skills needed to talk to a girl without feeling a void or blankness.
c) How to maintain an Alpha Male profile wherever I go.

Went to the mall again today to try the eye contact experiment. Out of many tries I only got a couple to make eye contact and very little to lock eye contact. I got one girl to smile, but she was with a guy (go figure). Since it was cold out I was walking around with a large winter jacket on. I took it off and swapped it for a gray hooded sweatshirt. I noticed more people walking closer to me and acknowledging my presence in the halls. At one point I got hollered at by one of the kiosk girls, and she tried to sell me hand products. I just used it as practice to build trust and work on my kino. I got a lot of hand touching, I threw in an inuendo just to see how she would react:

HBkiosk: The best part is you can use it anywhere on your body, your arms, your elbows, your legs.
Luke: Is there anywhere I wouldn't want to use it? *playful shifty eyes*
HBkiosk: Nope.... *blah blah*

As she was talking to me I found myself picking up on words and playing off them to get a response. I got many a laugh. I worked hard to maintain eye contact but AFC habits kept coming out. At one point she walked me to the cash register and tried to sell me the product and I told her straight up I didn't have the money. (On second thought I should have just told her I didn't want to buy it. [EXCEPT read]) She told me I should come back, and I told her I would only if she gave me a hug. I went in for it, but I really should have seen if she went for it instead. Yes HBkiosk was spitting her own game (it's her job duh), but I felt like it was a good experience in chatting off the conversation (which is what I am most nervous about). I can be sure in saying that it started a full blown hustle in her court and by the time I left it felt like an even playing field. I could have sat down for dinner with that chick and been just fine, and I only talked to her for about 5 minutes.

Nothing ground breaking in a global sense, but an interesting experience nonetheless.

I'm going to work on preening myself a little better over the next week, finding things that work for me, and have another walk around later.

Found this and decided to take a more systematic approach to becoming a PUA. It sort of amazes me that one of the 'missions' put forth in that guide is a realization I made in my previous post. (It's better to C&B on 25/25 than 2/2)

http://www.fastseduction.com/youarenew/

Gonna start from stage 1 and work from there.

Went to the mall again today. Crashed and burned on 2/2 targets. I need to work on the 3s (three second) rule! I have to get to the point where I can walk up to any chick and say hello. Then I can crash and burn. Today would have been much more successful if I had crashed and burned with 25/25 targets versus 2/2.

Today was my first day on my journey to become a PUA.

I started the process by going to the mall and taking my time to walk and feel my surroundings. After 10 or so minutes I start by walking with purpose and making full eye contact. After feeling myself become comfortable with my surroundings I start picking targets and thinking up possible openers just to get the ball rolling. At first I made rounds and was terrified to open on anyone, so I went to the water fountain. At the fountain a girl (7) was filling up her water bottle. I knew that if you use both fountains at the same time it makes the water not work at all. I pretended to go in for water and started berating her for taking all my water. After some dumb banter about the whole thing she finished and walked away. I was very pleased with my first opener, I just had no idea where to go after that. After this I went off and asked two girls for the time, and that was it. At one point I saw a girl with pants that said "FAMOUS" on their ass, I really wanted to walk up and say "I don't think you're famous" and go from there, but approach anxiety got the best of me.

I'm starting to fully realize that what happens in a social situation really does not matter. The chance of me seeing the same person twice is very low. I plan to go back tomorrow and try to get 100% success in openers and partial success in stage 2.

Pretty simple stuff but I was extremely pleased considering I've never really initiated conversation with a girl previous to this.